Wednesday, 29 July 2009

Won't give up!

The previous post was a bit (understatement) bleak and depressing, but I hope no-one thinks that this is a reflection on how I actually am, it is simply the situation that I am in.

I'm not going to let this get the better of me. I am ME, it may not be considered 'normal' and I may have to deal with alot of things that others don't, but I am going to do that.

In the grand scheme of things there are people much worse off than me. I think it would be wrong if I just gave in and said that this was all too much. I'm lucky, I have an awful lot and I've got to keep telling myself that.

So, I keep thinking positive, try and deal with everything that I can ... and listen to songs that have lyrics that mean something to me:

I won't give in
I can't give up


NickyB (aka the CFG) said...

Fiona, *absolutely*.
Obtuse as it sounds, there is nothing to "give up", girl. You are just you. Simple. Sure, we all have our favourite theories as to how transsexualism is biologically configured, but does it matter?
What matters is you surrounding yourself with people that DO care about you.
I'm gonna join you at a local shopping centre soon, ok, and we're gonna have that Krispy Kreme?
Or else you can watch me get fat.
We're both gonna stick to the things and the people that really matter and that give us positive energy. And in todays society, it's no surprise that it's gonna be friends.
Your strong spirit and your sense of humour are gonna get you through Fiona!
I'm salivating now, thinking about the donuts. Now look what you did!
I'll speak to you soon xxx

Fiona Bianchi said...

Donuts, bah! I'm salivating at the idea of shopping! Hmmm, must be some very strange Pavlovian response at work there!