Thursday, 11 June 2009

Sometimes, you just need your Mum

I've had one of those weeks where everything has just been so overwhelming and confusing and upsetting that I reached a point where I just felt completely out of it and totally unsure and scared and confused (yes, I know I've already used "confusing" in this sentence).

I had a long soak in the bath, ate a Fry's Chocolate Cream bar, and watched the film, Almost Famous, while switching off almost completely and just not thinking. At the end of the film, when I got out of the bath I just wanted a hug. I wanted to be back with my family in my own home and be able to have the person I married give me a hug, or my son distract me, or just have familiar surroundings.

The phone had gone and I guessed it would have been my Mum who called and I suddenly just wanted to talk to her and tell her all the things that had happened this week, just to get it out of my head and have someone listen. My Mum is a good listener, she always has been. I must make a point of telling her that one day.

So that's what I did, I told my Mum everything (which I've always done really) and the fact that she listened and the advice that she gave made me feel better.

Thanks Mum x

4 comments:

Jane Maybe said...

Hi Fiona
i know the feelings you describe just to be back home with my family and ex-wife.it sets you thinking is this really all worth it for future happiness and well i always come up with the same answer. YES
but i do miss the family being around me.
but such is life and i will carry on

Jess said...

Just sending a virtual **hug**

Calie said...

A virtual hug from me too, Fiona.

LucyTolliday said...

*hugs* :)