Friday, 13 March 2009

Sometimes you just want to cry ...

... because of someone doing or saying something that may be small but means so much!

I guess this is an example of me being a little over-emotional due to the hormones. I should mention as an aside that anyone contemplating transition really, really, should be prepared for a bumpy ride. I know when I started out I thought it would just be "me" but looking a bit different. It's not that simple, there are lots of ups and downs and it really does change who you are and it's quite scary.

Anyway, I won't go into the details of today but it was just so nice when someone helped me out and was just so genuinely nice about it. I'm not really expressing this properly as I'm tired and not that eloquent at the moment.

Just wanted to say "thanks" I guess but the person concerned probably doesn't even read this! (I did say thanks at the time but I don't think it conveyed what I really felt).

Rambling now, time for tea and then bed!

2 comments:

Jane Maybe said...

hi fiona,
it's good to cry you are not on your own,i have cried a lot since i started hormones as well.
my eyes have been opened you think its you that is transitioning but in reality it is everyone around you who has to adjust.we are stronger than we think about ourselves it will test your resolve.

NickyB (aka the CFG) said...

yeah..that is kinda rambling Fiona...but hey! (join the club!), am sure you're doing just fine, hope you sleep well x